Happiness

Happy ness or Happiness. I watch a movie based on this word. It was a true story.The moral of the story was to never give up. I guess I always implemented that in my life but for reason some people they're not so happy to see other people's happiness because  I think they think they're the only one in the world who had a  miserable life. I'm not saying I have a perfect life but my motto is if you have nothing good to say just say nothing at all. I can't help to think that making negative comments of other people's success will make their life more miserable or do they feel good about themselves. I don't think you'll gain anything by doing that....but I know for sure your hurting others without you even thinking about it. Just imagine if somebody did that to you or to your children or people that you care about wouldn't you feel sad.. only a  man or a woman without a heart wouldn't feel a thing but we all have hearts and feelings...so next time when you say something ...think twice about it. It might hurt people deeply than you think..who doesn't want to be happy right????

Going Places

Just got back from our dream vacation London and Paris. The one we've planned for almost 8 years since we got married. We made the decision to go and this would be just the right time, Aqif is 7 and Naufal is 3. We had the best time of our lives. The best part was spending 24 hours with the kids, day and night things you take for granted sometimes when your a working mom like me. The boys had well and good exposures on about traveling. I think we rode every possible public transportations there is you name it for example just to name  a few of them; the underground trains, the bullet train, the bus, the black cab , the coach and etc... Never  I thought it would happen especially our trip to Paris. I've dreamt of going since I was a little girl. Dreaming of going there for my honeymoon...of course that didn't happen. But its true what people say be patience..insyaAllah with a little bit of determination you'll get there. The secret is only you can make it happen because it's your dream. So my advise don't wait for the fruit to fall from the tree..Just do it. Now I sound like the Nike ad.hehehe

Another fruitful thing happen in this trip was my kids get to go to Disneyland, my dad brought me to Disneyworld  Florida when I was 10, so I made an oath to bring my kids and alhamdulillah we were able too.I felt so happy and on top of that it snowed in Disneyland Paris. Aqif  and Naufal was so excited when they saw snow falling down. It was the same first experience when I saw my first snow through a window and early in the morning before the sun came out.it was such a remarkable experience it brings back memories. Oh Allah has given me so much I thought alhamdulillah....

Now I'm chasing another dream of course to go to Mecca the holy land insyaAllah...but after that I'm going for another destination.!!I need to complete this phrase  LONDON, PARIS, NEW YORK...and the only place I've not been to is TOKYOOOOO....hehehe insyaAllah ...me the dreamer..!!!!

Therapy Getaway

 Really released the stress this weekend at the same time rewarding Aqif for his  achievement  in school. I am  so proud of him. I hope he knows it.

I guess its our ritual visit to Port Dickson when we're so tired of the same routine and food in Melaka and when it gets hectic at work. We haven't been at the beach for a long time. The last time we went Adik was only 3 months old. 

We stayed at Thistle fomerly known as Guoman. The Hotel had great swimming pool facilities and it has a private beach, that was the best part having the beach for yourselves. FYI, I don't really like the beach that much..I don like the sands. It gets sticky on your hands and clothes but I let everything loose for this weekend by enjoying the smell of the sea, wind and the sun with my boys. Oh they loved it. They didn't even want to go home. 

The beach reminds me of the times when my dad used to bring us to the beach when  my sisters, brothers and I were little. I love just floating on the water and looking at the bright blue sky and just thinking of nothing and  my head is up in the clouds. 

I think we will go back and stay here again just because it was so relaxing, fun and the stress just wears out here but most importantly the boys loved the beach.....and spending time with them is a bliss....

We're not friends anymore....

I wonder why sometimes friendships are broken??? We may not realize that we just don't have things in common or interests anymore. We're not on the same page or I may not be cool to be friends with you ... I wonder why are we friends here but not in the real world.....I wonder does that make us friends just because you accepted me in facebook????....is it enough to be friends ???? hmmmm These questions make me sad when I think about it....I just want to be friends with people who can accept me for who I am and not how I look like....I don't want to keep pretending that we're best friends when we are not anymore....I just want closure that's all.....

Can't Live Without

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8vZUqxlW88
I can't live without my faith, dear hubby and my lovely two boys...I can't live not knowing that I've tried my best to make the people around me happy...I can't live without food, water, the basic stuff in life i guess...I can't live without love and happiness...I can't live without learning new things and other people's cultures and history....the only thing i can live without is being ignorant and all the negative things in life.....:) lastly I can't live life without worth living....

Toy's Story 3

Last week went and watched a movie with my boys. Naufal was asking hubby can he watch Toy's Story 3. Every time he would watch the commercial he would say "toy story mama, toy story..". Both of my boys was so excited to watch it so we brought them to the cinema as usual bought snacks and we were ready to watch movie of the month requested by my little Naufal. As we were enjoying the movie as usual Naufal could only stay focused about 15 minutes of the movie and after that he would be moving around but not making so much noise of course. He would be watching the exciting part only. It ends up that I was the one who really got emotional. I think I cried because when I watched this movie ,one day I thought my boys would leave me for college along leaving their toys behind. That just made me really sad. I don't want them to grow up so fast. I want them to be my little boys forever with their BEN10 doll, trucks, trains, cars,blankies, milk bottles and what ever toys out there. So even if they grow up they still will be my Woody and Buzz....my heroes...

BLOGGING

So what do you think about my new BLOG ??? Isn't it cute like me...hehehe well anyway WELCOME to  my BLOG  hope you enjoy it as much as I do... :)

~Family Trips'10~

                                                           vivo city, singapore

                                                                    @Merlion

                                                                   Bandung Trip

MY BOYS~ ADIK  3 YEARS  N ABANG 7 YEARS photo taken on 2nd June, 2010

Moving On

Alhamdullilah received really good news...hubby will get a scholarship to further his studies overseas. The funny thing is our dream came true being overseas but never thought it was going to be in Thailand. Yes, true it is outta the country eventhough it's a neighboring country, it is a whole different world for us. I've always prepared myself to live in a western country ( have already experience living in the states when I was young) so I pretty much know the western culture but not for this. I'm happy though because hubby will bring the whole family and I'm able to have a long vacation from being a teacher...yahooooooo.There will be hurdles but hopefully Allah will get us thru' it. I am so looking forward to learn the cultures, language and most importantly the food..So wait for my new adventures in AMAZING THAILAND 2011.....

The Silver Lining Between the Clouds

  I saw it today..it was beautiful...The sun was in between the clouds..It was a perfect scenery in the morning as I was driving to school today. I can't describe it. It was peeking into the heavens. It was so peaceful.That is Allah's best creation...that feeling of happiness that made it a wonderful day...hmmmmmmmm

A Sad Story

Wow it's been so long since I've written....I guess I've been busy with life. These few months have been really hard for me..just lost a dear friend  and a great teacher at my school. My friend lost her daughter a few months back another collegue lost his beloved father a few days ago and another friend lost her dear father, too...Allah love them more and we the living have to learn life without them. Life is like a wheel sometimes you're up there but other days you are at the bottom......You can't stop the time but you can let time heal the pain. A date is just a number, it doesn't mean you have to forget but remember what are our purposes in this lifetime..take a good look in the mirror and evaluate yourself..praise to Allah the Merciful.Ameennnnn

Mohd Zahir @Ed

Let me begin my story...how I met my dearest husband known as Ed by friends and family. I wasn't going to kiss and tell...but I had to.We began our relationship as friends the more I knew him the more I know that he is so sweet, funny and wonderful. The relationship went into another direction. I was trapped by his courtship I guess...but what really made me fall in love was how he loved me...Never a guy in my lifetime who respects me more, accept me for who I am and care so much about me. You know sometimes when people say that their spouse change when they got married..well alhamdulillah it didn't happen to me. He is a  loving and caring husband and father. I am so grateful for that...I count every blessings and never under appreciate what I have. Now that we are into our 8th year of love years, hopefully I will grow old and in love with you Ed.......kisses n huggsss...

A New chapter:My Own Car

Wow can't believe it I got my first car ever..At 32 years old usually you get on your sweet sixteenth birthday. Well this is sweet too coz my dearest hubby got it for me.It's having a new freedom.People will not think I'm handicapped anymore.I couldn't stand people asking me when will I drive a car. At last alhamdulilah with god's will I will drive and own a car. I just love it.My hubby pick it for me that was the sweetest thing. Nobody has bought me something big like this before. I can't put it into words how happy and grateful I am right now...Thank you sayang...love you always and forever...:)

Aqif's 1st day of school

NEW BEGINNINGS

Wow its 2010...time flies fast...my son Aqif is in 1st grade. Can't believe its been 7 years already. I still remember when we brought him home from the hospital. He was so tiny and now he's in school. He can read, write n can recite the Quran...Allah has given me so much...alhamdullilah. Its been a joyful ride in motherhood...Hopefully there more wonderful life experiences awaits me in the future, InsyaAllah..ameeeeeen...