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 ~I didn't know going back to sabah for this school holidays would be the  last time I"ll see my beloved "nenek". She past away on 12th june, 2011....eventhough I feel so sad knowing that arwah is not with us anymore but I am so grateful to have spent two meaningful weeks with her  before she past away.Semoga arwah nenek ditempatkan dgn org2 yang beriman~al-fatihah.... 

Things I would like to do B4 forty...

1.Get my Anne of Green Gables DVDs..(dpat dh on d 4/3/11)

2. To go to Paris (done that on 25/11/10)

3. Be a good muslim all the time

4. Get a mini cooper

5. Buy a kitchen aid mixer

6. To read lots of books at least about 10 books per year

7. To see Aqif khatam Quran..

8. To get diamond earings....hehehe opps change it diamond pendant with necklace)

9. To cook more for my kids

10.last but not least to get an ottoman so I can put my feet up while fb, reading a book n watching tv or sleeping....:)(my hubby bought for me at ikea in oct 2010)

11.go to japan..or korea hehehe

Moving On

Alhamdullilah received really good news...hubby will get a scholarship to further his studies overseas. The funny thing is our dream came true being overseas but never thought it was going to be in Thailand. Yes, true it is outta the country eventhough it's a neighboring country, it is a whole different world for us. I've always prepared myself to live in a western country ( have already experience living in the states when I was young) so I pretty much know the western culture but not for this. I'm happy though because hubby will bring the whole family and I'm able to have a long vacation from being a teacher...yahooooooo.There will be hurdles but hopefully Allah will get us thru' it. I am so looking forward to learn the cultures, language and most importantly the food..So wait for my new adventures in AMAZING THAILAND 2011.....

A Sad Story

Wow it's been so long since I've written....I guess I've been busy with life. These few months have been really hard for me..just lost a dear friend  and a great teacher at my school. My friend lost her daughter a few months back another collegue lost his beloved father a few days ago and another friend lost her dear father, too...Allah love them more and we the living have to learn life without them. Life is like a wheel sometimes you're up there but other days you are at the bottom......You can't stop the time but you can let time heal the pain. A date is just a number, it doesn't mean you have to forget but remember what are our purposes in this lifetime..take a good look in the mirror and evaluate yourself..praise to Allah the Merciful.Ameennnnn

A New chapter:My Own Car

Wow can't believe it I got my first car ever..At 32 years old usually you get on your sweet sixteenth birthday. Well this is sweet too coz my dearest hubby got it for me.It's having a new freedom.People will not think I'm handicapped anymore.I couldn't stand people asking me when will I drive a car. At last alhamdulilah with god's will I will drive and own a car. I just love it.My hubby pick it for me that was the sweetest thing. Nobody has bought me something big like this before. I can't put it into words how happy and grateful I am right now...Thank you sayang...love you always and forever...:)

facebook

Facebook...be connected that's the tagline.I've met friends over 10 years that I have not been in contact with. Just search and InsyaAllah you'll find that friend you've been wondering what happen to them..did they get married, how many children do they have..what they do for a living and so on.Or sometimes you get new friends out of the blue..people who want to be connected with you...Addiction it has become an addiction for the time being. Just having to log in makes me happy especially when you have so many responses from your friends. It keeps you connected that eventhough your friend is on the other side of the world..you feel close than ever before. The creator was a genius...I hope I get to find what I've been waiting and looking for all this years....my friends...:)thanks alot facebook...

Cupcakes

Why cupcakes...???I'm a catering teacher but the funny thing about it is I hardly cook at home.My husband the chef he does most of the cooking in the house. For almost seven years into our marriage...I felt a little bit frustrated because I wasn't a great cook.At times I felt embarassed even amongst my friends that I don't cook...I got over it but at the same time always looking for a hobby or something I'm good at.
When I moved into our new house, I strongly requested an oven. My darling husband granted that wish. A bakery shop opened up.I was thrilled.I found my hobby baking..couldn't believe it.It might sounds weird or even corny,but making cupcakes in a way fulfilled and satisfied me in such a way. I have not felt like this before in a long long time.Noted that this life change took me 7 years to discover.All because of an oven and cupcakes...

LIFE

Today just like any other day in my life.Same old routines from the time I open my eyes until I close my eyes again. Eventhough I've been married for seven years, it just doesn't feel that way.Every day seems to be better.There are the ups and downs, but I manage to stay on the ground as much as I can.I'm so grateful to be in a place where I am today. My life right now evolves around my beloved husband and sons...Alhamdullilah for now I can say that is my life....