Therapy Getaway

 Really released the stress this weekend at the same time rewarding Aqif for his  achievement  in school. I am  so proud of him. I hope he knows it.

I guess its our ritual visit to Port Dickson when we're so tired of the same routine and food in Melaka and when it gets hectic at work. We haven't been at the beach for a long time. The last time we went Adik was only 3 months old. 

We stayed at Thistle fomerly known as Guoman. The Hotel had great swimming pool facilities and it has a private beach, that was the best part having the beach for yourselves. FYI, I don't really like the beach that much..I don like the sands. It gets sticky on your hands and clothes but I let everything loose for this weekend by enjoying the smell of the sea, wind and the sun with my boys. Oh they loved it. They didn't even want to go home. 

The beach reminds me of the times when my dad used to bring us to the beach when  my sisters, brothers and I were little. I love just floating on the water and looking at the bright blue sky and just thinking of nothing and  my head is up in the clouds. 

I think we will go back and stay here again just because it was so relaxing, fun and the stress just wears out here but most importantly the boys loved the beach.....and spending time with them is a bliss....

We're not friends anymore....

I wonder why sometimes friendships are broken??? We may not realize that we just don't have things in common or interests anymore. We're not on the same page or I may not be cool to be friends with you ... I wonder why are we friends here but not in the real world.....I wonder does that make us friends just because you accepted me in facebook????....is it enough to be friends ???? hmmmm These questions make me sad when I think about it....I just want to be friends with people who can accept me for who I am and not how I look like....I don't want to keep pretending that we're best friends when we are not anymore....I just want closure that's all.....

Can't Live Without

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8vZUqxlW88
I can't live without my faith, dear hubby and my lovely two boys...I can't live not knowing that I've tried my best to make the people around me happy...I can't live without food, water, the basic stuff in life i guess...I can't live without love and happiness...I can't live without learning new things and other people's cultures and history....the only thing i can live without is being ignorant and all the negative things in life.....:) lastly I can't live life without worth living....

Toy's Story 3

Last week went and watched a movie with my boys. Naufal was asking hubby can he watch Toy's Story 3. Every time he would watch the commercial he would say "toy story mama, toy story..". Both of my boys was so excited to watch it so we brought them to the cinema as usual bought snacks and we were ready to watch movie of the month requested by my little Naufal. As we were enjoying the movie as usual Naufal could only stay focused about 15 minutes of the movie and after that he would be moving around but not making so much noise of course. He would be watching the exciting part only. It ends up that I was the one who really got emotional. I think I cried because when I watched this movie ,one day I thought my boys would leave me for college along leaving their toys behind. That just made me really sad. I don't want them to grow up so fast. I want them to be my little boys forever with their BEN10 doll, trucks, trains, cars,blankies, milk bottles and what ever toys out there. So even if they grow up they still will be my Woody and Buzz....my heroes...